Waking up on the wrong side of the bed.

I dunno why, but I awoke feeling a bit agitated this morning at 4:44am this morning.  Although I had a few 'twilight' relapses back to the land of slumber, I still feel agitated and 'off' right now.

There was a couple of days I forgot to take my medication, but I've been on track the last three days I believe.

The temperatures were hot last week, my house maintaining a downstairs temperature of 85 degrees even at 10pm at night with all the windows open.  That made my bedroom closer to 90 for a few nights.  I either slept on the couch, or broke down and turned on the air conditioner and listen to it strain for hours on end, trying to keep the temp to 78.

I did bounce a check yesterday which made me mad.  I keep forgetting about these automatic with drawls I have set up electronically, and yesterday two of the e-payments snuck up on me and bit me in the ass costing me $50 in banking penalties.  But that shouldn't make me feel the way I do right now.

My 95 year old grandfather was released from the rehabilitation center he was staying at the last two months after he broke his shoulder and is back home.  I went up there last Saturday with my mother (her dad) and spent quite a bit of the afternoon getting him settled back in and discussing his various financial issues he needs to take care of now that his life is winding down.

There has been no news on the divorce front.  That's a mixed blessing.  I have not incurred any additional costs this last month, nor have I had to listen to anymore false claims and made up stories from her.  However, the dreams have started again.  After a period of mental peace, I had two dreams this past week....both revolving around different aspects of my divorce...primarily about 'fairweather' friends, or the loss of certain relationships with various people over all this.  There are some days it irks me more than others.  Probably because I have too much time one my hands at night and I allow for things to simmer and percolate in my head.

Whatever the reason, I just know I'm a bit agitated today.